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Return of the living dork girl
I'm about 50% less angsty and in my feels now! Got a new laptop (that I bought myself - used but a beauty nonetheless). I have a job... as my mom's caretaker, but I get paid for it, so win!
It's crazy that I haven't posted in such a long time but I was in a shit headspace for a while there. Depression is a bitch, ya know? I'm no better by any means, just kind of learned to let go of what I can't win. Playing video games helps, too. A Lot.
I don't fangirl as much as I used to, but I miss it. I have much fangirling to do about Genshin Impact and My Hero Academia. I'm not sorry about it, lol.
Oh! I've been reading a lot lately. I discovered the ability to walk down the street and read a book on my phone. Sounds impossible but it's the best time for me to get my reading done.
There's other things to say, but mostly I wanted to say hi!
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Oh hey look it's not even 1
Actually succeeding in going to bed early!
I even did all the things on my to-do list today, which is pretty nice. :3 :3 :3
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Wednesday Did In Fact Happen
Not that I did HUGE amounts, but I did finally fucking shower, so there's that.
Sibling came over for a bit to bash nails back in - took way less time than expected, the floor really is in good condition.
Cats are both pretty snuggly at the moment, which is extremely nice. :3
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GIP and a Spamtis rant
( TW: discussion of noncon and the antis' favorite subject pedophilia )
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My speech will be on Apopo
(I am 100% going to talk to my Speech teacher about the possibility of getting an early start on our final speech, because this whole "Write a speech to present in one week" thing is just. No. No? No, thank you, I do not care for that.)
After that, I can get back to the important work of figuring out how to get characters in the correct position for a Sot 69 fic.
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What Tuesday?
Got up and fed cats, applied for some jobs, had a nap, as is normal.
Did not wake up again until after it was dark.
So, naturally, I've been a complete space case with withdrawal and hate everything and am just. Not great. At all.
Been yelling at myself to go the fuck to sleep again for like... four hours now but of course I'm still awake, fuck executive dysfunction in the face ugh.
But I am going for real this time!!! >:
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A quick summary of Link Click
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Floorboards!!!
So Sibling came over and started working on the floorboards today. By which I mean all the carpet is now gone! >D The floorboards under there are SO NICE, too! Mostly shouldn't be much work to get them into good condition, too - there are a couple of dodgy bits, one where someone's put in some kind of fucked up filler in, and another where someone REALLY fucked up the sanding, so it's got marks, and didn't sand it back and fix it, so those'll have to be fixed. But still!
I helped a bit, too, with taking the carpet outside, and cleaning some stuff. If Sibling doesn't come back tomorrow I'll give it a mop as well, I think - it'll need a few to get some of the ground in dust on the edges up. Did a little bit of that when I was cleaning up the little bits of rubber underlay that got stuck to the floorboards, but I was using a scourer so it was kinda impractical to do all of it.
Still gotta clean out the heating ducts innards, they are uh. Not in great shape. But I ran out of stamina before I could do that. (Also it was like 10pm because I am SO TERRIBLE at time management, sigh.)
I did also get most of the stuff on my to-do list done, which is good. Major thing I didn't was uh. Showering. Whoops. >>;;; That can be delayed until tomorrow though! For sure! >>;;
Anyway. I didn't actually get a nap today so I've been up for like. Um. A long time. Sushi woke me up at ~9:15. Going to bed now!!!!